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Wednesday, November 4, 2009

♥ Thank you, for godsake.

Sighs, It's been so long since I last updated yeahs? So I owe this post to CHERYL SOO. I took so long to post this post maaan. SORRYYY! :( But I was only free just now. :) So here are the pictures from STANDARD ONE AND TWO! ( 7 & 8 years old ) :D TA-DAAAAA.

Life's like a keyboard. You go everywhere in life. From A to Z. :(

I think this is STD 2. :) Ignore the retarded face! :O
Me and CHERYL! :D

GUESS ME! :D

LITTLE LITTLE CHERYL! LOL! :D

Class photo!
MYGOD. IT WAS SO LONG AGO! :O

♥ Hold me, Love me.
9:17 PM

Saturday, October 17, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU.

'I LOVE YOU, DON'T LEAVE ME YET'

It's been so long seen i hugged you. :( Don't leave me at the time i need you. I'm sorry that I neglected you but when i found out today, I wanted to cry. It's just that deep in my heart I love you. So stay with me, will yeahs? Don't leave me yet. You're the sunshine, the one who makes people laugh. Even if you might stink sometimes, you're still cute. :D

So, I found out I love you. :) So stay healthy will ya? Stay with me. Till I can let you go. Don't leave me yet. I need you.


XOXO.
I LOVE YOU, D!
J.

♥ Hold me, Love me.
1:20 AM

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

♥ My tears isn't worth it.

I have read your blog. :) You think I'm mad at you for 'ah, ah, ah, ah-ing'? Yeahs, annoyed. Mad? Naahs.

What made me mad was that you don't treat me as a FRIEND. I feel like an outer STRANGER when i look at you. I was just the stupid one who thought you were a best friend. :) You don't think of me as a friend.

You can't even open up to me. Like, sure, I wouldn't open up to a stranger either. :) So i don't blame you. I guess I was just hurt you know. Maybe I was just naive to open up to you, I thought you were a friend. Now I'm not so sure.

I'm not even sure if the tears i shed were worth it. Yeah, I hate fighting. But what I hate more is closing this up and acting like everything didn't happen. Then, you know, both in our hearts - there's always something not solved. We might call each other friends, but we know - there's always something excruciatingly painful left behind us.

So better we find what happen, and why it did or else we'd never know. :)

I don't wanna be a stranger. I don't wanna be somebody you hate. I don't wanna be 'fake friends'. So if you think that you can't look at me in the eyes and say something you don't like about me, then I can't call you a friend either.

You know when we fought, I told you what's wrong with you? I told you because I thought I was your friend you know. And you can't say sorry straight to my face either. Do you know how many 'sorry' have i said to my friends when i did a mistake. Ask bowen. :) I said lots of sorry to her and she forgave me. Didn't ya? :D Thanks bo. And kim and ky. Apologized lots and got back lots of forgiveness. :) I showed my sincerity. Last time I climbed on a table and said sorry to bowen ._. I still remembered that. Hahas!

You can't open up to me. You can't look into my eyes and call me a friend. I really wonder. What am I to you? :)

I seriously hate it when the tears start to pour.
But I hate this more than that.
I miss my best friends.
They're the voice i speak.
The movement when i can't move.
And I always think bout them.
Please, just stop the tears, jean.
It's not worth it.

♥ Hold me, Love me.
11:44 PM

Sunday, October 4, 2009

♥ Whatever// It's not my problem right?

Sighs, you know, you might think I'm dissing my own race but sometimes when i talk too fast. Words get mixed up. You understand? I'm not dissing my own race. :)

Actually, I'm more like comparing each religion. :D And I find the other one better. But it doesn't mean I'm not a Chinese right -.- I'm more like TELLING MY OPINION. So if you think I'm boring, shut me up. I can find somebody to share it with. :)) Right?

And yeaaahs? It's not really my fault. But it's both our faults. So, I don't really plan to talk about this anymore. And YEAHS, I AM NOT DISSING MY RACE. :D Proud to be a chinese, born to be one.

And PLEASE, I do jumble up my words. :) So I might say this but mean that.

THANK YOU. :D


The end.
Don't plan to talk bout this.
And only A FEW people understands this. :)
And i guess it's aimed to these few people?

♥ Hold me, Love me.
11:55 PM

Thursday, October 1, 2009

♥ Shut up and mind your own buiness. :D

Well, yatta yatta yatta, i'm now in school. ICTL agaain. *SQUEEEEELS* airconds, fans, computers. : ) this rocks with the access of BLOGGER! :x

Plurked, emailed, and now blogging. :) now i have to go. BYEEES. :D duty awaits muaaah. xD

♥ Hold me, Love me.
3:03 PM

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

♥ MEMORIES. 2. :) SORRY SOO!

PART 2 OF PC REUNION. xD Was too busy that I didn't even have time to update this. :x Others shall need to wait. :D BTW, anyone who wasn't invited, talk it up with WONG CHAN EE. I didn't plan this. He invited me. :) So here are the pictures people been asking me to upload. xD

Us doing the 'cheeeeers' :D For 6L!

Our smiley bowl. xD HIDDEN MICKEY! :O

The french fries. :D look damn good right?! tasted damn good too. :x Threw one at Chan Ee and after that there were damn a lot ants. LOL?

Mine! I ordered the BLACK PEPER UDON. xD Not bad.

Both Chan Ee and YY ordered this. They have the same taste huh? *teehee* xD

Camwhoring in front of our ex-class. :D miss it sooooo much! xD 6L 4ever!

JUMP JUMP JUMP! Look at YY hair man. ._. PRO! :)

ASH -Hearts. Me - Peace. YY- Ballerina? ._.

LOL. Our skills. xD I actually pointed at nothing. :D

I look super duper emo here man. I think I had the feeling I was going to lose my phone already -.-

Please ignore the funny way I smile while the wind blows. xD
Paparazzi!

Me, YY and Ash. :) Smile for the camera.

YY being all cute. LOL?! :x

In my room. Was bored. What's there better to than taking photos?!

LOL. I look retarded. xD And yy looks preeeeetty *stares* O.O

-.- Dammit. Why do I have to look so retarded?! You can see yy cute face >.>

THIS IS TOTALLY EMO. :D I LOVE IT. Ahahahas. x')

The wonders of DSLR :O

CIAAAAOS.
THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY.
HOPE YA ENJOY THE PICS. :D

♥ Hold me, Love me.
9:12 PM

Saturday, September 12, 2009

♥ ME-YY-ASH-CE-MORY;)

Memories stays put. Like how this picture stays. ;')

Went to Puay Chai today. ;) With yy, ash and chan ee. Pris didn't turn up. WHAT HAPPENED PRIS? :/ We waited for half an hour for you, and gave up waiting d. :'(

Anyways, chan ee got this new dslr camera so he's being the photographer. xD The picture up there is me and yy. Nice right? I love this picture. It's taken in the hallway of Puay Chai. XOXO THIS PICTUUREEEEEEEEE and yy too ( not to forget ) :D

We had a blast today. ;) Too bad pris couldn't make it. It would've been fun with her and after roaming in puay chai, snapping photos. We went to eat. -.- At Lily Cenario, everyone ordered pasta 'cept for me. LOL? The special one. -.- Chan Ee was still bust snapping photos while people are eating ;( No privacy!

After that, went tuck's house. x') He still looks the same as ever. :x Tuck's mom was talking bout how big Chan Ee's feet were. Like elephant feet! x') Pity him. But later on, he didn't follow us back to my house cause i think his mom said no? LOL.

Love all the pics taken by Chan Ee but some are really retarded lahs. :/ But it's like LOADS of Ash's single shot. ( Ehehehes. :x ) Now we know huh? ;) Me, yy and ash had a lot of gossiping to do, so we gossiped while looking at people's facebook profile. x') White guys profiles too. :x YY now knows how hot they are. ;') But you have to admit. ( they are. :x )

Now totally trying to take YY's picture :/ She's in my room now. WHOOPEE. but she has to ciao soon cause her mom is coming and i have to go for dinner. ;) celebrate daddy's birthday.

BYES.
JEANIELICIOUS.
ASHLICIOUS.
YY-LICIOUS.
(:

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